Birthday

-next month on July the 23rd is my 58th birthday

-I wasn't going to tell anyone. I have all I need and extra money causes problems

-I was just watching the Madonna video What it feels like for a Girl

-in it she keeps taking out her elderly mother on reckless dangerous car rides

-her character is a bad person. Her mother looks distant from her. She lives in an Old People's Home

-the last time I saw my Grandmother May Ager she was living in a Retirement Home. Moved from her apartment maybe to more needed care rooms

-it was nearly my birthday. I would have liked money but didn't ask. And was never really after any

-I remember thinking she seemed distant from me

-maybe meaning by birthday money the list of masses of money put in accounts works

-maybe by birthday means the miracles I wanted to set up for Earth go out on the years I guessed

-that was the last time I saw my Grandmother

-my Grandfather died in 1994

-I heard a person had put a red rose on his pillow on his Hospital bed

-like I thought of the idea. Wonder Girl in DC Comics

-after my miracles came out and I have permanently removed entirely a lot of tragic figures

-her sister Wonder Woman has completely changed her mind about her

-she puts a single red rose of her funeral grave

-to mean she and all of Paradise Island now support her

-when I think they all turned on her

-the character Rose from the film Titanic

-I think she is like a version of Lois Lane

-like saying I never have a wife like her or it ends

-or like a single rose. Maybe saying I never have a real partner, real friends or real family contact

-and Paradise Island. My idea for downloading masses of money in to Earth people's accounts

-leads Earth to become like a Paradise

-the two last times. My Grandmother and Grandfather

-and my birthday 

-shortly after I noticed on my comic bookcase shaped like Mickey Mouse

-on the side of it a narrow dark brown almost completely rectangular object

-I thought it might be a bug. And threw it outside in case it started to move and disturbed me

-then I realized the Mickey Mouse shaped bookcase. Like the man looking like Walt Disney bought me the Disney book of stories

-and it could represent the rose

-saying maybe I am descended from Walt Disney. Even though I think I might have made many Founders of important American companies really unthinking robots

-so maybe that straight after was like proof

-I saw the two round Mickey Mouse ears on top of the bookcase looked slightly like my Grandmother's short grey curly hair

-then remembered like Rose

-I one time only when we in the kitchen saw in the base of the back of my Grandmother's hair a part dyed red