-songs. Let's Hear it for the Boys. Islands in the Stream. Let the Music Play. Gloria etc Have the female singers dressed in black star glittery outfits. Like Donna Troy. Like I will be torched and when in the US. Will be too like her put through one life ruining stage after the other. With no pity from the world. More like laughed at. Thought funny. And me looked down at
-the ropes around the ends of limbs of the Watcher. And after making him up. I once imagined seeing his name and appearance in Revelations. The ropes like Wonder Girl's Golden Lasso. And when in the US. The chains of Kahn. Maybe telling me not to take any Record Deal
-the two completely balanced dreams. Of Walt Disney like man. Of Grease like Performance. Both the two women the dreams maybe saying Don't reach to be what you are not. Like two dreams of stars lives ruined. Like warning me
-the photo I imagined of star Mark Wahlberg. Marky / Mar. D / C. With fictional leg hairs. Long, black and far spaced. Like the black glittery outfits. Like a Wahlberg / warning. He was on a Stage in the dream. Even if the Record Deal is roughly another one a previous man like him took
-I would now not even take it if it was the first time around. When once I would have taken a similar second offer. Even if this time a lot less. And reasoned I would still be like him but only smaller but still a massive chance
-I would probably not be able to have a Security Guard for my home. There would be times the front door was unlocked. I would have to cook my own meals. I would not be able to pick a home I wanted. Or pick furnishings etc I wanted. I would have really wanted an Apartments
-I would have to go out in to shops constantly. When I might be treated badly by their owners
-I have no interest in fans. Signing Autographs is really not what I enjoy. I would be barely interested in things like Band Aid etc
-there could arrive people like the Anti-Christ / King of Terror / Rules all Nations with an Iron Rod. The Destroyer. The False Prophet / does miracles. The Second Beast / does miracles for 40 months and they are Mighty Miracles. Me over all others would be an easy target for them
-there might be someone like Superman or Batman appear. Maybe the next Messiah of Revelatoions
-I would be doing things like Radio appearances constantly with annoying DJs and their personalities. And having to go maybe from the start on live interviews with channels played all over the world. I might be expected to appear at comic Conventions etc Might have to do guest character on a New Zealand series
-in the remake movie of Fame. It says to be an actor you must know yourself. Or you will never do it. And exercises they do when training. And they start by recording in Journals what they see around them. For singers you are meant to realize what the song is about. You are while learning meant to start out to get practise singing in smaller Performances
-I think all or most of my family would hate me
-I dislike the appearances etc of stars
-I don't think there is virtually anything I could get out of it. I have a home that is what is important to me even though it might be taken from me. And now I have money from an inheritance. So maybe I could stay living in my home for life. And maybe that is the reason I wound up with it. I have an idea my home sometimes protects me. And if I went to live in the US I would lose all of that
-stars over the decades have harassed me a massive number of times. They put constantly in their work. And masses of them are in on it trying to make me things like a male mother, Darth Vader etc
-I might wind up looking really pathetic. With all the silly things I have ever done in the news. And too going as far as the silly thoughts I would have had
-I would have to go up on Concert Stages constantly in front of masses of people. And I am awkward . I currently have trouble walking and with constipation
-I wouldn't be able to keep my comics. My DVDs wouldn't work. And would be faced with having to watch the modern selection of features on TV and radio. Many with disturbing images about me
-my shoelaces often come undone. Sometimes I struggle to get them untangled. There would be times I am being filmed that would happen. I would have to appear on Red Carpet events. I would have to go to stars parties. And be expected to talk to people there
-I might be expected to try to go to a few Clubs. And maybe few would talk to me. And meant to go to Church. And if I somehow proved my paranormal claims. Unlike me living in Tauranga. It would be Public knowledge and I would have to go on to be Royalty. Maybe even have a wife and children
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